tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-63199692011-04-22T11:47:11.401+07:00unDerNeaTh it aLL.. sImpLy fRom Me..uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comBlogger311100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1097431695967590082004-10-11T01:42:00.000+07:002004-10-11T01:08:15.966+07:00

setelah semuanya!!! kalimat simpel bgt! tapi denger itu ajha udah bisa mikir macem2... idup tuh emang macem2.. ga pernah loe berada di satu titik itu terus selamanya.. loe bakal naek turun maju mundur.. pokonya kata2 life is a roller coaster itu bener bgt deh!! hehehe.. ternyata.. setelah gue pikir gue udah berubah.. gue balik lagi ke gue yang dulu.. but not the same..!! saat gue pikir gue ga

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1082909541155372692004-04-25T22:59:00.000+07:002004-04-25T23:16:32.873+07:00

maaap.. setelah sekian lama gue telantarkan.. gue sibuk banget ama urusan kuliah gue.. huhuhu.. gue akan kembali minggu ini... will you wait?? tunggu yagh.. huehuehuehe... =)

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1082132480701803372004-04-16T23:18:00.000+07:002004-04-16T23:25:19.996+07:00

i miss someone.. i miss my friends... i miss my world.. i miss me........ some much to miss.. yet.. i have nothing..

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1081790303226714692004-04-12T23:25:00.000+07:002004-04-13T00:22:17.030+07:00

hai2.. lama ga nulis blog neh.. heuheuhue.. =) hari ini.. dan kemaren2.. i keep on wondering.. apa sih sebenernya sahabat? beberapa hari yang lalu, ada temen gue tiba2 nanya.. "tri, sahabat loe siapa sih?" gue spontan saja menjawab, sapa lagi selain 2 orang yang tiap hari kerjaanya mondar mandir bareng gue.. trus dia bilang, "klo gue aneh deh, sahabat gue, justru jarang banget jalan ma gue.. trus

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1081172451751046512004-04-05T20:35:00.000+07:002004-04-05T20:52:00.246+07:00

SUCKS!! Life is sooo sucks!! with all the routines with all the tasks with all the problems.. why am i still here?? on the same spot, every day.. not moving.. not a single inch.. i'm sick of these place i wanna go.. but.. where?? don't know where to go sick of my childish fear of being lost and alone.. i wanna make some move and i must take some movement to a new world.. new place.. you'll

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1080410549292509442004-03-28T00:20:00.000+07:002004-03-28T01:06:01.373+07:00

Looking forward to the deep down my heart.. what do you see?? emptiness? sorrow? happiness? you ain't gonna see a thing.. nothing but an useless part of me.. lying there.. part that i was hiding.. for all these years.. what do you see?? just the weakest part of me.. the up side down of my life.. of my soul.. was written there.. so clearly.. what do you see? just drops of my icy tears..

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1080376026837027572004-03-27T15:12:00.000+07:002004-03-27T15:30:38.123+07:00

are you avoiding me? one question.. but i'm sure you'll answer no.. i always wondering.. do you see me?? see me.. watching you?? trying so damn hard just to forget you.. but still.. it remains.. what?? what should i do to make you stay? stay besides me.. i wont ask for more.. just be my friend.. is that so hard? damn.. i really like you that much..!!

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1080374982539403192004-03-27T15:05:00.000+07:002004-03-27T15:13:13.983+07:00

people come and go.. but only a few touched your heart.. yups! that's right.. huhuhu.. i missed someone...

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1080037923206320092004-03-23T17:28:00.000+07:002004-03-23T17:35:28.950+07:00

change, is NEVER easy... You FIGHT to hold on.. you FIGHT to let go.. _aNonYmoUs_

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1079619048729857452004-03-18T21:06:00.000+07:002004-03-18T21:14:08.123+07:00

yUhh.. hmm.. gue sih seneng udah bisa masang skin nya.. tapi gue masih gaptek banget neh.. pengen ganti warna font ga bisa.. huhuhu.. gimanaa?? bagus ga?? hmm.. don't get me wrong, i don't like dream theatre.. but, the picture is defenitely amazing!! and the words are amazing too.. soooo.. wHy nOt!! rite?? hehehe.. c ya on my next post..

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1079550211667382322004-03-18T01:35:00.000+07:002004-03-18T02:06:50.076+07:00

Hai2.. huehuehue.. ketemu lagi dengan gue disini.. huhuhu.. gue pengen banget nge blog hari ini.. tapi entah kenapa yah, dengan okenya, file gue ketinggalan di mobilnya Edi, dan dengan okenya pula, kertas tulisan puisi gue yang gue tulis berada didalamnya.. huhuhu.. sedihh.. dengan segala hal yang terjadi diatas, jadilah yang gue lakukan hari ini adalaaaaaaahhhh... GANTI SKINS!!! yEEeeEeYYy!!!

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1079279338020574772004-03-14T22:48:00.000+07:002004-03-14T22:52:11.700+07:00

yuuHh.. iT's Me AgaiNn.. Hmm.. UdHa LaMA JuGa Yagh Ga Ngisi Ini.. Hmm.. seKarNg Gue DesCriBe Diri aJah Deh.. bErhUbunG Gue Ga Tau MAu NuLis APaaN.. hmm.. sEcaRa fisIk Sih Gue Tuh.. KeCiL!! huHUhu.. Apa penDeK?? kecIl ajaH deh yagh.. TaPI bIsa DibIlanG SesUai Lah TinGgi BadAn aMa lebar BaDAn Gue.. huhuu.. RamBut PanJang.. TiDak Hitam tenTunYa.. cOklat LebIh TepaTnYa.. KuLit PuTih Sih.. Tapi

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1078772528671185692004-03-09T01:24:00.000+07:002004-03-09T02:05:30.403+07:00

stay.. waiting.. is all i'm doing now.. watching.. seeing.. what will happen.. i ain't gonna make a move.. i ain't gonna say a word.. coz now, it's not about me.. it's about you.. selfish? i know that.. i already said what i wanna say.. i already asked what do you want.. but you didn't answer.. it's your choice.. not mine.. now, it's all bout you.. with all the move you'll make.. with all

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1078679539655220332004-03-08T00:08:00.000+07:002004-03-08T00:15:24.186+07:00

hhmmm.. what do you think bout life? well... if life is about being what you want and what you like.. i'm sure, i'll be the worst of all..

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1078511555398629222004-03-06T01:12:00.000+07:002004-03-06T01:35:36.950+07:00

do you think i'm perfect?? back off!!! watch me.. see the real me.. that i'm an easy going person?? stand there!! realize.. that i'm struggle so hard for being that!! that i'm tough? stay there!! see me.. now that i'm weakin'.. that i'm an extrovert person?? pleaseee.. know me a lil better.. that i'm not that OPEN.. that i'm brave?? stand there.. know how chicken shit i am... i beg you..

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1078084338819697012004-03-01T02:07:00.000+07:002004-03-01T02:56:20.280+07:00

I'm Lonely.. i Know that.. tHings are getting worse, huh? i feel that too.. what it feels like for you if your nightmare becoming a reality? scared?? damn right i scared.. soo much!!!!!!!!!!!! cos i'm ALONEE..!! without friends by my side.. holding me.. what do you do.. if all your worked of keeping your friends close to you just making you losing them.. what do you do?? crying?? i'm sick

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1078001387418752522004-02-29T03:41:00.000+07:002004-02-29T03:55:56.046+07:00

sitting here in a room full of people crowded.. but lonely knowing there's no one even though there's many people around me thinking of what i have done wonderin of what went wrong is it me? or people around me? or it's just my childish fear? something has ruin it all ruin all the confident in me put my self on the lowest part deeper than i'd putted before too strange to feel safe and too

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1078000770521057182004-02-29T03:33:00.000+07:002004-02-29T03:42:23.966+07:00

wondering what you want from me feel like i'm a total loser for doing things i don't wanna do you were gone when i just arrived avoiding me all the time stop playing me like a fool coz i'm absofuckinlutely love you

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1077911531341114172004-02-28T02:51:00.000+07:002004-02-29T14:17:04.733+07:00

"live does not put thing infront of you that you are unable to handle"

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1077911428127207392004-02-28T02:47:00.000+07:002004-02-28T02:53:19.890+07:00

Finish each day and be done with it you have done what you could some blunders and absurdities have crept in forget them as soon as you can tomorrow is a new day you shall begin it serenely and with too highaspirit to be uncumbered with your old nonsense anonymous

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1077911193303912772004-02-28T02:46:00.000+07:002004-02-29T14:17:38.356+07:00

"if you're going through hell, keep going", anonymous

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1077820192826214092004-02-27T01:03:00.000+07:002004-03-01T00:50:06.373+07:00

i'm an unpredictable person i know that.. keep on telling me what i am that i'm a two sided person emotionally uncontrolled and i'm not good, at all.. PEMBERONTAK!!! that's what i am!!!!! rules was made to be broken that's what people around me think.. about me do you understand your self? who's more understand you.. your friends?? your family?? you?? you know nothing!! not a single

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1077818075380591052004-02-27T00:37:00.000+07:002004-02-27T00:59:58.530+07:00

what the hell happen with all the people is it me, or them?? try to wake me up, huh? is leaving me is the only way? dont leave me like that i hate being left and left behind!!!! please, just believe me i heard what you said all of it.. just a little slow, but sure.. i'm gonna make it to change.. to fix my bad.. to be a better person nothing goin on my way just me my stupid silly mind that

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1077733955782866352004-02-26T01:04:00.000+07:002004-02-29T14:19:23.466+07:00

people keep on wonderin that i change well, maybe yes.. maybe not.. coz, i keep on movin i keep on changin to be what i want to be what i am without knowing that i'm changin without knowing that i'm different than i was before but this is me this is what i am what i become accept me.. because of what i am today..

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1077297337821519562004-02-21T00:03:00.000+07:002004-02-24T23:38:30.670+07:00

tired being in this situation just another fucked up day without a friend to hold nor me to hang on the hatred is getting bigger hate of my self, for being me no one will understand that i'm not capable..of being me.. i aint need a thing all i need is 'you', beside me let evrybody know the real me that i am lonely really, i am a person.. a person you would be happier without

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1077043675588368362004-02-18T01:24:00.000+07:002004-02-27T00:23:14.543+07:00

evrythings seems blurry i'm in the middle of nowhere trying to find my way back home nothing as a guide no one to ask just me, on my own no one even realize that i'm not there on the spot i was standing before

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1075744626690060322004-02-03T00:01:00.000+07:002004-02-03T00:59:23.780+07:00

feel like i'm a stranger in my own world.. or maybe i am a stranger. feel like i'm a loser.. for always be the wrong person in the wrong time.. don't know what to do.. and how to handle.. hoping that someone will catch me in my every fall..

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1074099372879528852004-01-14T23:50:00.000+07:002004-01-15T00:11:17.356+07:00

hei.. malem2.. setelah ga tidur 2 hari.. aduuhh... akhirnya gue sedikit merasa beruntung banget, gue udah buka blogspot.. hehehe.. jadi ada tempat nulis.. hari ini.. ga tau kenapa, ko gue lagi ngerasa gue tuh naif banget.. dengan semua pandangan serta prinsip2 hidup gue.. hiks.. gue ngerasa gue tuh muna banget.. ttg keadaan diri gue sendiri.. pengen tau ttg pendangan orang terhadap gue.. tapi,

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1074022688310497992004-01-14T02:44:00.000+07:002004-01-15T00:14:50.200+07:00

too many questions in mind.. yet, there's no answer.. amaze by this uncomfort feeling.. but i don't know what.. tryin hard to find what it is.. but too afraid to know.. ............confuse.............

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1073939836946683152004-01-13T03:52:00.000+07:002004-01-13T03:54:41.330+07:00

why that everybody always blame them self?? that they aren't perfect.. that evrythin in them was a mess.. that they don't deserve to live.. why that evrybody never wonder.. that they all perfect.. in they own simple way.. that they deserve to live... why that evrybody always blame other people.. that people always bothering the unperfect.. but they never even bothering the prefect ones..

uChiLzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15831735023613036374noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6319969.post-1073935722502417222004-01-13T02:18:00.000+07:002004-01-13T03:58:29.843+07:00

HmM.. ConFusEd.. WhaT aM i GoNna SaY?? wHaT's on My MinD, oR juSt a SiMplE sToRy oF My OrdINaRY LifE.. wEll, hOpe You FinD sOmeThinG "uSefuLL".. MayBe For YouR fRiends, FaMilY, sOmEoNe oR it's JusT fOr yOu..

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